Pains
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 5:20 AM
It's so painful.
I hope someone, someone out there in this endless vast world understands the pain.
Just surviving for a day , it's frustrating , painful.
You stabbed my heart with your words , I try not to show it.
I try to act normally , but you are the one who made the situation more awkward.
This morning , i walked to school with the maroon sky above me.
The sky look so beautiful , an ultimate combination of maroon with the vast ocean of grayish-blue sky.
At the same time , it brings out a hollow feeling , a deep and hollow feeling that no one would understand.
It resonates through my heart, corresponding with it , pitied it , and share my feelings.
credits to scatteredView's for photo
I tried to divert all my focus by indulging myself with piles of school work, to forget about all of it.
But is it really so easy to forget all of this?
I think after all , i will still like you regardless of what you said.
I will just let time take it's course until my memories of you becomes so vague,
that i no longer remember anything about you.
Of course this is going to take years , while i suffered silently everyday, keeping all of this as silent as i could .....
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