Wednesday, April 21, 2010 9:43 AM
I have given up on this...I think i had stand it enough. It's time to let go what must be let go and forget what must be forgotten. Bye to my old past and painful memories and i should look forward to the future and concentrate on the present if god allows. The only reason i regret now what is the reason for the 180 degrees change in attitude in a day towards me. I really had no idea what i had done and even if i had , i had apologize and tried making up for it , but to no avail. So this should be the only way out , by giving up and forgetting. Of course it's always not easy to forget but i had given up. Maybe somehow, i feel that if i hold on any longer, it will be disastrous and of course it already is now. I do not want to be angry and hurt anymore...